INDIAN SOLDIER | THE PAST LIFE SERIES
This episode takes us deep into the intricate threads of a past life I never saw coming—a life where I was a stoic, silent, and unexpectedly gullible Indian soldier. The story Vee unraveled was a mix of revelations, heartbreak, and the kind of lessons that hit you like a cosmic frying pan to the head.
Imagine this: as a young boy, I grew up in a small village, carrying the weight of my family on my shoulders. My father was abusive, my mother fragile, and it fell to me—the oldest son—to protect her. Even as a child, I was a fortress, standing guard with unwavering loyalty. Fast forward to adulthood, and that same blind devotion shaped my life. I joined the army, not out of ambition, but because servitude was my only framework for existence.
But here’s where things take a turn. Following orders without question, I became a soldier capable of carrying out acts I couldn’t reconcile with my soul. One day, something inside me broke. I abandoned the army, choosing the blistering vastness of the desert over a life of violence. The desert, by the way, is where I almost met my end. Dehydrated, starving, and desperate, I stumbled upon a village where paranoia hung in the air like a thick, suffocating fog. My sword marked me as a threat, and my innocence only made them suspicious.
The irony? My quiet strength—a defining trait—was also my undoing. In that village, my attempts to connect, to prove I wasn’t a danger, were met with mistrust. One woman extended kindness, offering fleeting friendship in a sea of doubt. But the others? Their fear led to betrayal, and I ultimately succumbed to their poison, both figuratively and literally.
Vee’s reading wasn’t just a historical recap; it was a mirror reflecting my current life. My distaste for heat and deserts? A callback to that grueling march through the sand. My struggles with relationships? An echo of the rejection and mistrust I faced in that village. Even the patterns of blind loyalty and servitude have replayed, reminding me of the cost of giving without boundaries.
But here’s the part that resonates most: the lesson of self-worth. That life taught me—painfully—that I am more than my service to others. It whispered (okay, shouted) that I need to find meaning in myself, beyond what I can offer or protect. In this lifetime, I’m learning to balance giving with self-care, loyalty with discernment, and love with the ability to let go when it no longer serves me.
This reading wasn’t just a glimpse into the past; it was a guidepost for the present, reminding me that even in the face of rejection, I am enough. And maybe, just maybe, there’s power in the quiet strength of simply being.
Past Life Reading with Golden Vee | goldenvee.com
The healer I discussed is Charlie Goldsmith | www.charliegoldsmith.com
My podcast intro is a mashup of parts of readings I've received. Readers in order of presentation: Lorena Espiga | Rachel Horton White | Golden Vee | Glacia Rain | Aline Davis